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| THIS XANGA IS CLOSED... BUGG ME AT ME OTHER ONE!
WWW.XANGA.COM/MY_TURN_2B_ME
IM JUST TRYIN TO TAKE UP THE SPACE SO U GUYS SEE THIS ONES DEAD AS A DOORNAIL.. UNFORTUNATELY.. NO SENSE IN.."BEATING THE DEAD HORSE" I HOPE THE PERSON IM TALKIN TO... GETS WHAT I MEAN.. THAT HURT AND FINE.. I'LL LET THE DEAD LIE... and the person whom killed it remember why he did it. because it was too young... petty problem.. nitpick at that one because there were none other to nitpick at....
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| Hey guys.. yeah..  Im sad.. but.. everything happens for a reason right? So I gotta keep my head up high, or else.. I might get used to it being so low, and never be able to keep it up again.. so.. step 1, in a very long and tedious task, is to make a new site, this summer is going to be about the new me. Its high time, I got rid of the old me, I got stepped on, used and strung along too much. So step one, make a new site.. start ur subscriptions.. here is the new site.... www.xanga.com/My_Turn_2B_Me I think it's pretty clear why I choose that new tittle.. I am no longer a kitten.. no longer a first baseman.. no longer any of that.. thats in the past. Won't u join me in the future? My free webs site is also gonna change.... so the member list I got.. dunno if it'll go down or up.. but.. u gotta accept me.  Goodbye to the past, may it never haunt me, or resurface, unless its figured out what mistake it has made...... | Currently Playing
Chariot
By Gavin Degraw
Follow through.. I need someone to do that.. dont stop midway.. finish what u started.. and Im gonna finish my makeover.. wait and see..:)
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| I went out wit a perfectly nice guy today.. So why did I feel so guilty? When obviously the one that I like.. does indeed not like me in the way I want him to? I guess it's time I face the truth. ... "L" and u know who ur ... I guess you'll never be mine, I never asked for u in entirety.. just.. a small peice of u, that no one else had. God damned me and this summer is gonna be a long one.. I did have a place to escape to, but I gave it up, in hopes of.. well just forget what the hopes were, Im just gonna keep them down, and see what tommrow brings me. Cuz today.. hasnt brought me squat. Im just gonna go, call up ones who have called me.. for.. what I am looking for (a small peice of someone) and.. try to get it. This year has brought the worst out in me. I guess it was never good to keep everything bottled up, because everything came out in this way. I sit here now, wit a vow, I will not shed a single tear this entire summer, for ANYONE. So today.. thats my last day to "cry" over u and whatever else problems you just dont know about. Bye bye tears, fuck the fake happiness. Im just gonna be there, and try to get over each day wit no regrets, because today, I know this is wrong, but I regret something. I regret giving up a chance to leave and forget. I thought there was no need to forget but.. so many things from my past r coming up again. Ralph if ur reading this.. ur one thing that keeps coming back.. stop.. dont come back, because, Im tired of trying wit u. If Michelle ever gets to read this.. you're another thing that I dont ever want to come back to.. thats it. end of story with u, Im going back to my independent ways, When back in the day I used to think, I dont need a guy, I dont need money, I dont need to be perfect, I dont need to do my best, I dont need to be anything but me. So today is the last day I shed a tear this summer, I am going to try to stick by that oath.. Perhaps then, I'll find out what the true meaning of.. resistance is. | Currently Playing
No Such Thing
By John Mayer
... I wanna scream at the top of my lungs.. I just found out there is no such thing as a real world...
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| Today...
Nothing happened. I dunno, I just didnt feel like being around my friends...So Im missing all the activities of today... yep yep...Hey luis.. Waited around a bit for you.. but you're probably out, its friday! Anyways, Im just gonna go watch the rest of the movies I rented.. so bug me anytime..really! lol Dont I just seem like a eager youngin? Hey..I miss you. In more ways than one. Well have a goodnight, in case I dont hear from u today..:) sleep well, dream good, and fit a small one of me, so u dont forget about me k? | | |
| Hey lovers.. what a stuffy day...(I still sick :( ) anyways..
Wednesday
umm.. stayed home yay! Earned some fast cash yay! Talked to Luis, like I mean talked, Finally! Happy to say that everything is mended.. I think, wait thats right, right? Hopefully more happy weekends will come!
Thursday
Started watching a Patch of Blue.. I really wanted to see the rest of the movie.. Anyone know where I can find that movie? Hoook me up. Took a mega hard test in French..sadly enough to say I got a 38, I beat oscar (36) but still.. the highest grade in the glass was a 71, and only one person accomplished that, the second highest grade was a 58! MEGA HARD TEST. Lunch was incredibly frustrating... Today was senior's last day. Bye bye senior lovers..I shall miss you. Adam (the short cute one) came and visited me in Culinary to say bye. That was a nice thing to do, Im neva gonna see him again...he's gonna move to Las Cruces..Waaa... It just dawned on me.. next year Im gonna be a senior.. I really dont think Im ready guys..I have no clue what Im gonna do after.. but one thing is fo sur ... ME GOTTA GET OUTTA EL PASO! Culinary I just hung wit my babe Jessica  You guys are so dorky thinking that we're lez.. thats just not me. I went to Blue Sage, rented movies.. yeah I know but hey, While I'm there I might as well rent movies right? I got You got served (kudos) Paycheck (havent seen it yet) Miracle (havent seen it yet either) At the checkout I was talking to my buddy.. shh.. I forgot his name, but he's really cool. He grad last year from Montwood, he'd wait for his parentals at my tree :) So anyways I got to talking to him, and he asked me if I wanted a job.. I was like.. yeah? He was like yeah, the manager asked me if I knew anyone, so I'm asking u, u want it? I was like hell yeah! The Blue Sage waiting list is like hella long... but then I asked what's the job? I had my fingers crossed it wasnt gonna be bagger chick.. he said cashier I went fuck yeah! Then momento of truth.. how much does it pay.. well ok guys it doesnt pay alot but hey.. it'll kill some time and make the cash flow flow suma more. 5.50.. alil over minimum.. So tommrow I gotta take my application and then we'll make sure everything is k, then hey! I might have a job :) I really wish I could get a job at Old Navy though, did u dorks know they start u off at 7 bucks an hour? Well now u know! Then u still get 50% off Old Navy and Gap.. hella cool :) Went home, ate chinese rice and cherries. After da movie layed down for alil while then blah, I fell asleep! I woke up like 2hrs ago dorkies.. so now Im gonna be up alllll damned night. I've just been on hoping to catch da nuddy man, but he's probably all tired or sumthin. So I leave u all wit a goodbye....Wish me luck on the job guys! I get discounts at the cafe if I get it.. yeah! .....6 more days till school is over! Bye bye Seniors... Cute Eric aka movie star.... Christopher.. aka chico... Diana.. aka pain in da ass... Javier.. aka scares the shit outta me..Adam (wit glasses)..aka nice boi..Stephanie..aka my bitch...Marcus..aka always steals my magazines...Eddie(not the football player).. aka Slutta...PEACHES..aka.. shorty...Crystobal.. aka crystal balls... Joe.. aka my love.. Omar.. aka mine... Luis(not nuddy luis.. this one gots curly hair).. aka.. my cute gay friend...Danny.. aka buddy...Eric (white boi)...aka.. white boi cutes..I know im missing someone.. but.. Im sorry! Im sick I cant think of all the names at the momento.. anyways bye guys... Me gonna miss u lots  | Currently Playing
Graduation
By Vitamin C
.. remember when this song was the shit back in da day?
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